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Well, at 12 DPO, my temperature has tanked and a BFN. This is getting to be too much for me. The IPS this cycle are nuts! Why is my body playing tricks on me? Why can't I get pregnant? I am SO tired of this. I don't know how I'm going to deal with 9 people coming over for dinner tonight. Well, I'm sending DH to get a s/a this week. He got the script from his doctor, but we decided to wait until this cycle is over, which it should be in a matter of hours. I really don't know how much longer I can take this.

I'm a bad blogger! Part of it is that I don't have a very interesting life. Another part is that I don't really have any readers! At least, that I know about. The last part is that I have been super busy! So, I'm now back to the 1ww. I think our timing was good this cycle, but it always is. I have some good IPS going already, which makes me feel really really crazy! I'm 4 DPO, but never make it past 12 DPO. I have a decent amount of cramping, am a bit nauseated, and am super tired! Maybe I'm getting sick. I have sneezed like 5 times today. I hate this part! The waiting sucks. I'll test on Thanksgiving, just because. AF is due next Friday.

Well, moving on, again. After getting a faint positive on Sunday, visible to others as well, not just me, AF showed with a bang this morning. There was definitely pink on the test line. I knew not to get my hopes up, but still sort of did anyway, as it is the closest I've ever gotten to a real positive. So frustrating!!