freak week

Well, I think that "freak week" is beginning. This part of my cycle always stresses me out. I worry that we won't have good timing, and I stress about BDing enough or too much and whatnot. Now that I am working again, it is a lot harder than before. I'm just so tired at the end of the day, but I know we need to do it. I guess we'll see what happens! I've lost any optimism that I even had for this. It almost feels like just going through the motions until it's been long enough that my doctor will see me. Ugh.

Time to get my freak on.