Well, as expected, I had a pretty crappy Christmas. Christmas eve was actually the best part. We always celebrate on Christmas eve with my mom's side of the family. That was actually fine. Christmas day, not so much. First, at my dad's side of the family lunch, I've never felt like such an outsider. Christmas at the IL's started out fine. BIL's dumb girlfriend decided to group each person's gifts in a pile, and we opened gifts one person at a time. This took forever, and was kind of annoying. For this group, we set up a gift exchange with B's brothers, so that we didn't have to buy for everyone. I did the arranging for this, and think I did a good job. I gave everyone opportunity to give input and include anyone else who was not included (didn't know if BIL's girlfriend was coming), compiled the responses, and sent out the information. After all of that, B's brother went and got something for everyone, which really set me off. Be
Emmy, I'm so sorry. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteOh Emmy- I am so very sorry. {{HUGS}} I am tearing up for you. I don't think there is anything to prepare you for it.
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:( I'm so sorry (((HUGS))))
ReplyDeleteMy heart breaks for you. I don't think it's possible to be prepared for news like this, even when you know it's a possibility.
ReplyDeleteIt's so unfair.
I'm so sorry. Hoping they find at least a couple in the morning. I would have been upset as well, even though we had known.
ReplyDeleteI asked our embryologist what they need in TESE sperm (like normally they check motility, morph, etc.). He seriously said it's tail just needs to twitch. They don't even need to be moving. That's really all it takes to do ICSI.
Praying for you. Good luck with the ER.
Oh Emmy, I'm so SO sorry. Of course you are mourning this again, it's impossible to be ready for this news even if you know it's a possibility. I'm so sorry :(
ReplyDeleteOh Emmy, I am so so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. I know how terrible this feels. I feel your sadness and pain. We had (1) twitching in the sample they didn't freeze.
ReplyDeleteThis sucks. Big hugs to you and dh.
UGH! I'm so sorry {{{HUGS}}}
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. Knowing it's a possibility means that you hope it will work out the way you want, and losing that hope is terrible. I wish I could help, but know I'm thinking of you. {{HUGS}}
ReplyDeleteOh Emmy, I am so very sorry. I had such hope for you guys. There is nothing I can say to ease the pain, but know that you and hubby are in my thoughts. How is hubby coping?
ReplyDeleteWishing you lots of luck for ER.
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Was so hoping for a different result for you. HUGS.
ReplyDeleteOh Emmy, I am so sorry! Thinking of you and DH! (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteHugs, Emmy. I'm so sorry they didn't find any... there isn't anything that can honestly prepare you for that result. Sending you lots of warmth for the retrieval today. If you ever need to talk about anything, especially regarding known donor stuff, please don't hesitate to email me (babyattheend at gmail com).
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ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Emmy. Hugs
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm so sorry! I know that the shock is so hard, but I am a testament that it will all be ok.
ReplyDeleteSorry about your news and hope the retrieval went well. Thank you for stopping by my blog. Haven't been able to find a replacement job yet but when I do, I will let you know ;)
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry, Emmy. You are in my thoughts.
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