I've been hit by overwhelming sadness. My BFNs have destroyed me more than I thought possible. The past seven days have been incredibly emotional and life changing in ways that have nothing to do with making babies. We are now unemployed, moving, and filled with uncertainty in nearly every aspect of our lives. As horrible of timing as pregnancy would have been with all that the past week has brought us, it was my glimmer of hope. My hope that something good might actually happen. The part about trying again has also been taken from us. We can't very well put money into fertility treatments when we have no more income. I think that is where it stings the most. If I knew that we could just try again in a month or two, I think I would be handling this better. We also got news, less than two weeks ago, that our donor is most likely done helping us. September would have been the last month for him to help, but now I guess it's done. We do have about 10 mil. sperm on...
Happy your kidney isn't getting worse and that your little one is doing great! Hopefully the pain doesn't get worse, sorry hon.
ReplyDeleteI can't believe you may only have one kidney! I had to to a re-read to make sure that is what you really said! Well, you are certainly a special gal, but we already knew that :) I'm really happy that you are not having the shunt yet. I have had a shunt put in a few different times, and they were more painful than my stone. The doctors will tell you that it won't be, but it is. So, if you can, try to deal with the pain and let the shunt be the last resort.
ReplyDeleteI am usually told to drink lots of water. My current urologist told me to not drink it if it causes pain. However, you are pregnant and I am sure it is different for you. I was so fortunate in that I only felt a little stone at the very end, and it was low in my ureter, and I passed it. I passed the large one right when B came home from the NICU. It was always a big fear of mine-to have a stone while pregnant. So I am so very sorry that you are having to go through this.
I hope that you find some relief.
One more thing...if it is a stone, there are support groups online for pregnant women with kidney stones. Really! I looked it up. So I am sure that you could go to one of those and ask them questions.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad things aren't getting any worse. I hope that the pain gets better and things go more smoothly from here on out.
ReplyDeleteWow -- huge thing to have to go through while pregnant.
ReplyDeleteI'm back after 6 weeks away from blogging. Delivered twins at 30 and a half weeks by c-section.
Not ideal, but the boys are doing really well and should be able to come home from the NICU any time now.